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Friday, May 7, 2010
Last blogged @ Friday, May 07, 2010 Have been hurting myself lately . ): I noe i am not welcome to Lee's family . I noe i am always the extra one . I noe i always irritating . I noe i very ugly . i noe i got attitude . i noe you all dun like me . I noe everything . I noe you all wish dun have me in the family . But how ? Mummy , gave birth to me . I'm now sad over the family ? Why isit always the one who crys and hurting myself ? Why is there none of he family members i can be close with ? Why isit like that ? They only cares about their own bfs what about me ? I'm always the odd one out and the left out one . Seriously , now my mind is full of commit suicide . Should i ? I should not right ? I have been always a cheerful girl and a happy girl . Always smiling to others . But thn ... In my heart there is always alot of questions . Now i am not close with anyone . Nobody wants to be close with me . Now i am emo-ing alone . I found someone who is emo-ing also . In tuition class also . But often see her . Asking for her num soon . Haizzz , why not i just leave the family quietly ? Will it be fine ? I dun think even if i leave they wont even miss me . Especially my sisters . They so gonna be damn happy . My second sis can have the laptop for herself liaos . Nobody will snatch . Da jie dun need waste money on my birthday . Mother dun need worried another child have exams . Father can save $$$ . So seriously i think leaving this world its the best solution isnt it ?
JoanneL - JA *sobbing non-stop* . TT |
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